Derek has always known he could conceive.
Children born of alphas often inherit strange gifts. Laura had inherited their mother’s gift for shifting into a full wolf. Cora had the most heightened senses of anyone he had ever known.
Derek, well, he had inherited this. “It’s an honor,” his mother had told him, but she was always saying that, going on and on about their blessings, gifts.
For Derek, it had mostly been an irrelevant fact, as important to his daily life as having a spleen. He’s gonna be with Paige forever, and then he thought Kate, and then he’d given up on having anyone at all.
He thinks about it sometimes, and maybe it’s selfish to bring someone into the world just to have something to love, but he can’t help but want it. He dreams sometimes of clutching a bundle of flailing limbs and angry cries to his chest, of having someone to soothe and care for.
But it’s not feasible. He can’t—he’ll never do that. He’ll never inflict his genes, his history, his general lack on someone who doesn’t deserve it. He chooses deliberately to mostly date girls, occasionally fucks boys but never bottoms. He can’t risk it. the moon has a habit sometimes, of trying to help its children and he knows, he just knows he would conceive, if he ever, just once—but he won’t. That’s not for him.
His gift became much more relevant when Stiles fists his hand in Derek’s shirt, drags him in and kisses him, demanding and furious. Derek closes his eyes and kisses him back, doesn’t think. He lets Stiles burrow himself in close, doesn’t do anything to stop him.
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“It doesn’t have to be a snowman”
I have nothing else to add.
I’ve had so much homework but I can’t stop thinking about nogitsune!stiles so here’s a doodle e_e
"But I’m always the little spoon. Always."
1x09 // 4x02 | Derek shoving Stiles up against bedroom doors at any age…
So remember that mask I made? =) this is why.
I made the mask and took the picture. Lienna28 did the kick ass editing to put the city in the background, and it’s stunning, and I love it. My friend John modeled for me =)
Obviously, this is based off CreatureXIII’s AMAZING fan art http://creaturexlll.tumblr.com/post/28623464326/my-own-private-sort-of-stiles
"You see, death doesn’t happen to you … It happens to everyone around you, ok? To all the the people left standing at your funeral trying to figure out how they’re gonna live the rest of their lives without you in it."
"Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night and my hands are warm with it. It’s thick and red. Other times it’ll be him. I can hear his voice, but it doesn’t sound like it’s coming from me. It’s… it’s not. He smells like damp leaves and wood and he tastes like smoke. When I reach out to touch him sometimes he’s there and I can feel his skin, hot and…. Other times he just turns to ash.”Teen Wolf AU: Hallucinations? Possession? Another side to himself that he didn’t know? Maybe. To Stiles, Derek is very much real.
You’ll be giving power back to the Nemeton, a place that hasn’t had power for a long time. This kind of power is like a magnet. It attracts the supernatural … It will draw them here, like a beacon.
// What the Water Gave Me - Florence + the Machine // Rest Your Head - Bat for Lashes // Human - Daughter // The Eyes of Tomorrow - Broken Iris // Howl - Florence + the Machine // Run Boy Run - Woodkid // Still - Daughter // The Howling - Within Temptation //
A fan-made playlist inspired by Teen Wolf season 3. (Listen here.)
"Are you sure that’s all I can do for you, Stiles?”
Teen Wolf AU Meme: Stiles is desperate to save his mom and the thing he meets, deals with, and is slightly terrified of takes a little more interest in him than is probably necessary. Or, you know, appropriate.
Slipping Away [X] - Over the next few weeks not a day goes by without someone from the pack visiting Stiles. Then as the weeks draw into months the occasional day or two happen when no one visits. These days aren’t noticed, they’re just days when the pack is finally slipping back into everyday life and routine. As months slip into years Stiles’ grave becomes a gathering place for special occasions.
Weddings, births, holidays all necessitate a visit to Stiles. Not all of the pack is at every one of those visits, but twice a year, they’re all there. Once on Stiles’ birthday, even though he never liked to make a fuss. Then again on the anniversary of his death, a much more somber affair where they tell all the stories that take years of healing before they can come out.
Stories about the boy who ran with wolves.
I know this is a rather happy looking fanart for such sad and feelings filled fanfic but the feeling that reading this fic gave me was more of a warm fuzzy one. I did think it was extremely sad too. Have our hero die just like that is just not fair but after reading through the whole thing I just feel that if it did have to happen there would have not been any better way for it to happen. Stiles was no forgotten and his story lived on as “The boy that ran with wolves” and that for me is to not truly die and that is why I ended up drawing something like this.
Either way, it’s finally done now and I hope it is both noticed and enjoyed since it’s been the first big and complete piece I have done in a while and I swear I didn’t knew what I was doing most of the time as this was walking right out of my comfort zone.
Better get back to working on Art Trades now that this out of the way though, that and new fanart is due to come in the future too. C: